Its funny because this was one of the earliest songs i recored for this album. I recorded it right around the same time as " Toronto " off of PTSD. Again when i first made the song i hated it but, just like " Psycho " it grew on me actually quite recently. Anyway this is the end of the story. The end of this sad chapter. Im really happy you listened all the way through. I wonder if you're reading these? I hope so. This song ends on the note of escape. I tried escaping to Europe and i tried escaping to LA. The end of the story depicts me dreaming of California ( Calabasas ) in a attempt to escape. Unfortunately i realize i may want to think before i do. Maybe ill end up in Canada's California. Where the dreams are hopeful and the girls are golden. Anyway.. thank you